BEST FRIENDS??

she used to haf 3 best frens.
very close.
but then it vanish just liked that.
hmmm.
all those memories had been erased.
maybe not all.
but most of it.
it happen because of some silly misunderstanding.
she wished she could turn back time once more n just haf fun with them.
but she's not god to turn back the time.
hahhaha.
she misses them so much.
maybe what they did was to much that its hard for her to forgive.
but she did.
she just dont feel like mixing around with them anymore.
because she's scared that she might get hurt again.
but then.
she thinks she did some mistakes to.
or maybe she got betrayed by a bitch.
well.
she just have to accept FATE.
maybe all these years the friendship was just a waste of time.......

HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY SWEETHEART!

I feel super happy tday sweetheart!
the walkabrella was FUN!
then lepak2 with u tday.
COMFY! =)
huhu.
then a GREAT dinner at TONY ROMAS!
NYUMMY!

Hunny buns!
i know i hurt u a lot.
i'm sad that my attitude is like that.
i'm will to change for u no matter how hard it is.
there will always be a way to fix a mistake ryte?
hahha.
well i'm sorie i lied to u all this while.
from now on no more lies okie!
n plss dont leave me.
i cannot live without u darling!
i really cant.
i dont know what to do if i lose u.
THANK YOU hun for everything!
the happiness that u gave.
the memories that u shared together!
everything!
THE GIFTS!
THE THINGS THAT U BELANJA ME =)!
EVERYTHING LAA. BANYAK KENE EXPLAIN.
huhhuhu.
i also want to THANK YOU for being here for me everytime when i'm sad,happy excited!
ur always there when i need u!
NEED UR HUGS!
need ur SHOULDER(hehehe) to cry on.
THANK YOU SO MUCH SAYANG!
for all this 4 years i known u.
u never let me down.
U MAKE MY LIFE HAPPIER HUN!
n i LOVE you for who u are =)

I REALLY LOVE YOU WAN 'ADLIL RAHMAN =)

XOXO,

SHASHA HISHAM<3

2nd DECEMBER 2006

i still remember this day.
its a very special day between us.
hahaha.
only we know what happened on this day.
shhhh.
shall keep it a secret.
but i told few of my frens about this day.
hahahha.
hope u dont mind.
i think it was sweet of u to do such thing.
disgusting at first but i got used to it.
hahahha.

LOVE YOU WAN 'ADLIL!
u made my life happier day by day! =)
i'm missing u so badly!! =(
nanti we lpk okie!!
n PD!!! here we come!!
hahahhahahahha.

=)

day by day i miss u more syg.
i'm working harder n harder just to make u proud n happy dear.
n i will stay this way.
because i really want to be ur sweetheart darling.
n i will ok!!
cant wait for our 3rd year anny!!
on the 6th DECEMBER!!
=)

I LOVE YOU WAN 'ADLIL RAHMAN!!

what is wrong with me??

ohh my..
what's wrong with me??
why cant i change??
why!!??
i really am hard headed.
i feel awful.
and only god knows how i really feel.
its unexplainable.
i feel so f**ked up!
ohh GOD plss help me..

LOVE YOU WAN 'ADLIL RAHMAN! ="(

i really need to repair this relationship QUICKLY!

i feel stupid.
memperbodohkan diri sendiri.
i feel ashamed of my self.
to my syg:

i'm really sorie for what i did.
this post is about our relationship again.
da bnyak kali da terjadi.
all this fights its all because of me.
i da buat bnyk sgt silap dkt u.
to much untill u forget how to be ikhlas to me anymore.
n i dont blame u for that.
because its actually me who is not being ikhlas in this relationship.
i dont show that i care n also appreciate.
n i was being very sellfish.
i dont even understand myself.
n all u said was ohh so true.
i just need to show commitment n improvement to u.
i am willing to change betol2 this time.
n i'm gonna prove u that i will.
i know u xpercaya that's why i haf to prove it to u.
n i thank u n Allah for not making the choice of giving up on me.
SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH!
its to late to regret.
i lose u already.
but not completely.
n that is why i haf to repair our relationship asap so that i wont lose u completely.
all this fights n stuff that i did'nt want u to do to me happens to be my fault.
EVERYTHING!
blame it on me n not urself ok.
i wont dissapoint u again sweetie!
ur a very sweet bf.
n i love u for that dear!

I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART N SOUL WAN 'ADLIL RAHMAN!!!

COMING SOON.. =)

i cant wait!
i've made plans on the 6th of December!!
hhhaha.
it's my third year anny!
surprises awaits u my dear!!
hahahhaha.
=)
hope u like the surprise that i'm gonna give to u sayang!

i love u so damn much WAN 'ADLIL RAHMAN BIN YAACOB! XD